Fry away...
I think late nights are so totally suited for reflecting... accompanied with Jay Chou's Ye4 Qu3 on replay for the tenth time. Haha, probably the only thing that could get me to sit down and write again. I've always admired people who could effortlessly translate their thoughts into words... i can only conjur up a garbled mess of incoherent random bits of my life, stopping short at writing it out... which kinda SUCKS. Haha! But i will try not giving up on this little space, cos i suspect i'll be much more compelled to update than now, where everything is just so familiar, so easily within reach and so Singapore.
It's been two months since coming back... sure doesn't feel that long! 3 weeks to London and i think everyone's getting more excited about leaving already which is a good thing! Had my fair share of fun, sun, abs-inducing laughter, catching up with my dearest friends, eating, basking in the love of mummy and daddy dearest and my sisters even though sometimes i have really sadistic thoughts of squishing my younger sister's mouth cos that mouth of hers can really make me smile and cringe from one second to the next, she's growing so fast (gotta check out her calf muscles man... wah lao eh, and we're going jogging tmr early in the morning, her grand plan to be a cool athelete! hahaha) and i'm really happy to see her blossoming into a fine young lady... kim gek like and sporty( guy's favourite right... my sis has so much potential!), yeah hopefully she'll be alot less rough than me! I really hope to see my elder sis find happiness and get married, i think girls all have an intrinsic fear of marriage, like you don't know what to expect and what kinda role you're expected to fulfill.. okae.. too many talks by mummy... all the sex education stuff... MUMMY, i'm TWENTY! and Vera's THIRTEEN and you're saying the same stuff to both of us!!! ie how to say NO to the guy when he asks for it. haha! We just pretend to be really wide-eyed listening when we're actually giving each other THE LOOK. Yeah, back to the point on my elder sis... her boyfriend wants to marry her, so scary ain't it! And my mummy's so excited about choosing wedding gowns and dowry that kinda stuff... it's going full circle isn't it... But of course nothing's concrete, my sis isn't prepared to marry him, but all could change when i come back next year? Or even before that? That's what i like about life, the unpredictability, it may wear you out sometimes but it also makes life more exciting.
Come end September, i'll be out of this country once again, but this time, i'm so much more certain of what to expect, how i'm going to start off my year two, but at the same time there are alot of things i haven't experienced like watching an EPL soccer match, i'm just SLOW, going on road trips within the UK, discovering London more, going to Eastern Europe, and i feel like going to New York tooo.... oh money money, making MORE friends, being a good housemate, learning a new language maybe, taking part in events, looking forward to living in my own place (anyone got taboo? i'm in love with the game!), decorating it, back to the cooking lifestyle AH!!! my disastrous cooking skills which i have no motivation to improve over the holidays... how how how when you're always so well fed and fat here. I just wanna eat and shop till i drop here! Better go back to London and lose some weight man. Haha! It's all in the mind right... Home is not that far away! It's just there... right next to your heart. Eeeks... that must sound REALLY corny... hahaha!
For now... i still wanna meet YOU all.. ! I must see you all so much until i Don't wannt see you at all for the next 9 months. HAHA! But time is just flying So fast away!!
It's been two months since coming back... sure doesn't feel that long! 3 weeks to London and i think everyone's getting more excited about leaving already which is a good thing! Had my fair share of fun, sun, abs-inducing laughter, catching up with my dearest friends, eating, basking in the love of mummy and daddy dearest and my sisters even though sometimes i have really sadistic thoughts of squishing my younger sister's mouth cos that mouth of hers can really make me smile and cringe from one second to the next, she's growing so fast (gotta check out her calf muscles man... wah lao eh, and we're going jogging tmr early in the morning, her grand plan to be a cool athelete! hahaha) and i'm really happy to see her blossoming into a fine young lady... kim gek like and sporty( guy's favourite right... my sis has so much potential!), yeah hopefully she'll be alot less rough than me! I really hope to see my elder sis find happiness and get married, i think girls all have an intrinsic fear of marriage, like you don't know what to expect and what kinda role you're expected to fulfill.. okae.. too many talks by mummy... all the sex education stuff... MUMMY, i'm TWENTY! and Vera's THIRTEEN and you're saying the same stuff to both of us!!! ie how to say NO to the guy when he asks for it. haha! We just pretend to be really wide-eyed listening when we're actually giving each other THE LOOK. Yeah, back to the point on my elder sis... her boyfriend wants to marry her, so scary ain't it! And my mummy's so excited about choosing wedding gowns and dowry that kinda stuff... it's going full circle isn't it... But of course nothing's concrete, my sis isn't prepared to marry him, but all could change when i come back next year? Or even before that? That's what i like about life, the unpredictability, it may wear you out sometimes but it also makes life more exciting.
Come end September, i'll be out of this country once again, but this time, i'm so much more certain of what to expect, how i'm going to start off my year two, but at the same time there are alot of things i haven't experienced like watching an EPL soccer match, i'm just SLOW, going on road trips within the UK, discovering London more, going to Eastern Europe, and i feel like going to New York tooo.... oh money money, making MORE friends, being a good housemate, learning a new language maybe, taking part in events, looking forward to living in my own place (anyone got taboo? i'm in love with the game!), decorating it, back to the cooking lifestyle AH!!! my disastrous cooking skills which i have no motivation to improve over the holidays... how how how when you're always so well fed and fat here. I just wanna eat and shop till i drop here! Better go back to London and lose some weight man. Haha! It's all in the mind right... Home is not that far away! It's just there... right next to your heart. Eeeks... that must sound REALLY corny... hahaha!
For now... i still wanna meet YOU all.. ! I must see you all so much until i Don't wannt see you at all for the next 9 months. HAHA! But time is just flying So fast away!!
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