guilty

I dislike the competition. 2 vs. 1. Frankly, i'd much rather if it was just one. This is bad, feel as if we've reached a plataeu in terms of standard. But it's not good enough. I can just imagine the next two weeks...It's quite upsetting when you think you've tried hard, but someone tells you that it's still not good enough. Focus focus focus. It's been a long drawn affair and the devil in my head is saying... i can't wait for this to be over. That's the devil, but the angel will say... come on, it's only 2 weeks! Your friends are coming to watch you ( i assume you are huh.. haha) and you're not going to disappoint them. Something tells me this is the last production i'm going to be in. It's just too tiring. Or maybe i am really getting OLD.