What? When? How?

What if things never return to as they were before. I'm afraid. No matter how much encouragement and help you give, it's not going to improve. Then what am i supposed to do? Couldn't control the tears( what an emotional wreck).. and then i slapped myself silly. Sometimes it's fine, sometimes it's not, everything's just unpredictable. It could take 2 weeks... 2 months...2 years? I wouldn't dare to imagine. Sorry, this probably sounds like an incoherent mess to you. But not to worry, i'm fine :)

Ah, yesterday's bbq was great! The heavens were kind to us:) How strange it was, the bbq was held at this J1 guy's house and here's the twist, he isnt' even from HC. Bleargh, it's just a Chinese High thing. But no complaints, the food was shiokelicious. Lotsa variety, from stingray to sotong to otah to satay to chicken wings, prawns, hotdogs, corn, fried beehoon, fried rice-all were nice ;) The evening started off slowly because we... the oldies were a little awkward but thanks to meilin who spiced up our whole evening with her shrilling laughter, she just gets higher as it gets later, she's the life of the party ! It's great seeing the juniors so united... aww just like us during our days. Felt a little old even though we're just 2 years older than them, must be the working world that's making us age faster than we should be! Gasp no way!

I have relief teaching tomorrow, all's good. At least i have something constructive to do and earn some money. Just remembered something funny. This P3 girl wanted to ask me what those lines on teeth are called (she was referring to cracks) , trying ever hard to get her point, she said " Teacher, you know those wrinkles on your teeth... ?" And then i fainted. How cute!