Unpolished Gem

This is really turning out to be a disastrous exam year. Bye bye 1st :( Then I console myself by saying, oh well, no first class then no first class lor. It's just a case of not being good enough and being obsessive, I don't like getting 2nd when I know there's a 1st. It's like I decided overnight that getting 1st is simply not within my reach. Working hard can only take you so far right, afterall. Sigh! Nah, i'm mature enough, this can't beat me!

Just needed to let off some steam/excess Micro 1 energy, whatever you call it before i embark on studying for macro. The paper wasn't that tough but i'm not confident of getting a first, made some silly mistakes which should have been avoided and just felt that I wasn't at my peak during the paper even though i studied so much for it already. Yeah, I should really be more grown up about all these exam things. But I always still find it daunting and scary. 3 more papers to correct the bad karma from Micro 1. I'm still upset about not having done better but I've got to pick myself up ... quick. Oh, have i told you about how much i dislike wearing glasses. That's one of the reasons why i dont like the exam period. Feel like a 24 hour nerdddddddddddddd